Closet of the mind

I think im looking foward to nothing…. but on the other hand i like fullsail!!! I hope i can attend and go the usual route and graduate in 21 months. (Or less if they take some credits).

Freaking nother nate. Ugh i hate shit like this.

It was cool i came in and out of the date with butterflies lol. Not aure what to think about that. Never really had that feeling is like. he’s cool and i like him. Hopefully i get to see him again and he likes me back the way i see him. He really reminss me of a friend i has a crush on lol. its funn bcause i think he has the same personality. Hopefully something good comes from it. fingers crossed

The unexpectation is so suspenseful! But being myself was a must. I believe other people i have seen, i wasnt myself. Thats just something im uncomfortable with. Being myself is something need to have and not to hide. I also met his cousin and shes really cool. She and my friends have the same chill humor lol.

“To each of their own” lol

Premoniton… not dejavu something happened today which i dreamt randomly a few weeks ago. Why is it happening much quicker…? The earliest i remember things that dream is like 3 months span not weeks. I dont pay attention and i sont think any good will come to aee things like this. Although some parts might be small i thing everything is affected in some way.

nestorarnel:

Hey girl.

Damn girl.

Get it girl.

I’m a fucking dude!

I met someone I seek an interest in… I’m hoping we can talk/hang out/go on a date and something awesome would happen. It’s funnieh because i never really seek someone like him. It’s a nice surprise for me.

why do things get out of hand and out of control? its so unnecessary!

So my pet Sierra has had training on what to do when we are out and about and she is stuck home. What is my dog, Sierra to do when she needs to do #1 or #2?

For #1 she is trained to go into the the restroom and pee on the rug in there. As for #2 she holds it until we come back to to walk her and let her do #2. 

It bothers me when my mother knows that they have warned us already and she let an incident happen even though i left the place with no towels on the floor. The first time when we left the towel on the floor, i honestly left it there for her to pee on rather than on the carpet in the hotel room we are currently staying in. 

After the warning, i changed the towel and replaced it with a shirt i didn’t use as much and wanted to get rid of. Everything was fine until, my mother came back and somehow when she went to ask for new towels in place the the ones we used at the front desk. A small hand towel had a stain with pee on it. 

All this and my mom argued a little and they threatened us to leave if we did not get a cage for her. I am assuming to get a cage when we are gone. Knowing our situation right now, my mom wants to change to another hotel. I don’t want to bother because i didn’t think we were able to stay longer. With the surprise of thinking we would not have to leave, i think its safer not to ask for another place while i was told that we were only suppose to stay for two whole weeks.

Honestly, abiding by their rules to me is fine because i could understand where they reason comes from.

I understand where my mother’s stand comes from about the situation about the hotel, but i don’t think she fully comprehends the whole situation.

there are rules and regulations to certain places. 

Customer Service vs. Rules

They can be compared but honestly Rules stick around longer the Customer Service.

It just upsets, that somehow there was a pee stain on a hand towel and i have no idea how it happened. All i mentioned to my mom was to ask for new towels at the front desk, and some more came of it.

i can only hope good things are waiting for me and my mother. I’m scared our house will not be fixed and we would have to live in a half-house.

Hate my freakin life right now.

Will be a better day today. Although, my voice is almost gone… i will make the best of myself. Follow my goals and do what im doing still.

aznbillybob4sho:

I may have a smile on my face, but in reality I’m hiding something even greater..